This is my life..

Exicted to the 1st Mission Trip in my life oh....Finally got chance to join that....But lost my holidays ...haiyo , cannot rest liao.....But i know i will learn many thing and know many friends at there ...wont waste my holidays bah , i am sure that , this holidays will be very meaning...God , pls bless for me , let me be strong and together with u always.....

BB....As a sgt....What can i do and lead my company to be strong and team work ? What can i do to improve our members ( recruiting ) ? As a sgt , i never do well...Feel sad ! God , pls give me enegry.....I know that , I have to be strong always.....Blessing Blessing Blessing US....Let our company to be strong.......

Family...As a daughter...What can i do for my mum ? Mum always work hard to find money for us , but , i only know that let her angry and sad........Haiz..failure ! But also try my best to do what can i do.....God , pls teach me , how to control myself.....Why i only can do well at outside , and never to do well to my mum....Sorry ! Give me some time and sorry abt that , i wont give up BB and still will spend my time for BB..Hope u can understanding ! I am sure that , u always will feel proud for me when i am in BB...Pls continue to support me.....I need urs support....Abt my dad , if time can be turn , i hope that everything wont happen....but , i can do nth only........Nobody know , how pain in my heart , how sad am i , how miss am i And u all wont know what is the feeling of me..Never know !

Relationship..Already try to do my best for he....But , he will know ? I change , I learn...but what am i get it.....Hope the time can be stop in this moment...because of he , i feel very happiness...But , this can continue to walk in my whole life ? I dun know , he also dun know...Without any promises ! God arrange for me and he........I will appreciate what i have now~This year he got too many thing to busy and the most important is studies, i hope that i wont give he any pressure but give he more support and he will feel that comfortable...I HOPE THAT , he can feel that too...I love u , really , deeply...God , R u blessing us ? Pray for u..Thanks to giving he for me....Time will change everything , but the memorable will never change and keep in my heart forever.....

God , is this u let me know why u want me to give up that "friend" ? Maybe....Haiz , my life really many hard way ! Because of something , down and down...why ? ! Try to be strong always , but human really WEAK....God , pls u lead me , guide me....I know , i cannot without u in my life....Pray , Pray , keep prayer...........Pls beside with me all the time and all the way...I really need U~